I KNOW I haven't been in touch with you like I usually am. (If, for me, there is EVER a 'usually' )
But man!! I have been putting crazy amounts of time and energy into a totally different platform for my business and my life.
I'm sure there's more.
Some of this stuff I've literally been ignoring for over... twenty years?! And it's creating this deep sense of peace & knowing & ME-ness that I haven't ever had before
It seems that every single person I facilitate, who has basically the same question over and over, is avoiding the one thing that would change...
Welcome to Christmas Eve! Time for family, rum & eggnog, playing my new keyboard, and trying to stay sane. How about you?
What does your Christmas Eve look like? Any fun traditions like having breaded fish and potato salad for dinner (traditional Czech so I am told...! )
Have you noticed the same thing showing up over and over again in your life? With money? With relationships?
What IS that?
Tell me what's going on for you? Want to explore what awareness you could be avoiding?!
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I never really got it when Gary, Dain or anyone else would talk about receiving the gift of me.
Well, tomorrow is the Canadian Thanksgiving.
And being down in the States now, I almost forgot.
But I got to chatting with my friend Maxine and the aromas of apple and turkey coming from her kitchen in Ontario stirred me, and it got me started musing about gratitude.
Gratitude has always and only ever been a concept to me until very recently.
I've done it and made the lists.
I've felt guilty for not being grateful.
I've sat around Thanksgiving dinner tables and said what I was grateful for.
But in truth, it always seemed like this key to a kingdom that I was just not destined to find, and sarcasm and cynicism became my basic favorite go-to's.
And then this year, I got to hang out with Stephanie.
That girl is grateful for sunrises, sunsets, doggies, and coffee. But she's also grateful for lying! And discovering limitations! And small, ridiculous choices!
And as we spent...
I have gotten more messages in the last week than I think I ever have, thanking me for my videos and vulnerability.
But in the last few days, the messages have changed even more to note how much I've changed.
How much more me I am.
And I FEEL it.
I am different inside.
Three days ago, I made a different choice.
And I didn't travel to a big Access class or attend a 7-day.
I did six things:
Creating a totally different reality is a conversation I've heard since the moment I started listening to Access Consciousness stuff.
I totally didn't get it.
At first, I thought it meant...
I caught myself today.
Trying to be 'right'. The right facilitator for you.
Rightly conscious. And successful so that you'll like me. Approve of me. Want to pay me.
I didn't know I was doing it.
It took an entirely unrelated chain of events to show me what I was choosing.
I had to look at 'death as my back door' to get there.
But there it is.
Gary Douglas did a call the other day that he called The Contribution Call.
We all got really inspired pre-call and a few thousand of us jumped on live.
Gary, finally asking for contribution!! Gary, saying that he was asking for something once that he would never ask for again, got all of us like... ????
And then it came out of his mouth:
the biggest contribution we could be for him was to begin making the choices that created more consciousness.
Tears streamed down my face.
The gratitude that poured out of other people's mouths after he asked caused even more.
He wanted us to make...