Looking back 4 years ago at when we were all living in the house, we got to a situation where none of us were happy living together. I realized I was looking for greater than the others were willing to have. What started out as a fun adventure, all living in this big house was not working any more. And I started to doubt myself. I wasnt asking the questions that would allow me to get clear on what was going on.
There are 4 questions you can ask to get more information or to change anything in your life that are from the Foundation class (you can go here to find my upcoming classes).
I realized I skipped over a major question that would have given me information about what was going on: "Can I change it?" I had not asked myself that question. When I looked at it I got I couldn't change it. No amount of tools I could use, nothing I could be that was different than I was being, this situation was not going to change. That was the truth!
The doubt I had that ran through all of this was that it wasn't true. That I was incorrect about that I couldn't change the situation. I didn't want this to be true! And I didn't want to look at the thing I could choose if I was willing to have my own back. Instead of choosing to have my own back, I went into doubt.
Have you ever used doubt to distract yourself like that?
When you do any of these things you will let everything be led by your doubt. There will be no room for anything else. You will not be able to look past the doubt that is right there in your face. As mentioned before doubt is a distractor implant, literally there to distract you from what is really going on for you. In this blog we are focussing on doubt, but if you want to know more about the other 23 distractor implants you can read this book: Living Beyond Distraction.
In 2018 I started doing 30x30 clearings out loud diligently, which started to dissipate doubt in my world. The first challenge I did comes from the book Right Riches for you.
Since then I have been doing 30x30 clearing every day and I know this is a huge part of not having doubt in my world anymore.
This was not a new idea! Gary Douglas (the founder of Access Consciousness) had been telling us from the start to do 30x30 clearings if we desire real change. This means that you take a clearing and run the clearing 30 times a day for 30 days.
The clearing I started with prompted the Awareness Challenge that you can find on my site. Saying the clearing out loud 30 times for 30 days will allow you to embody what it will take to be willing to live the energy of what you would like your life to be.
In 2019 I choose to create total peace with money. By then I went to more Access classes, had a nice car, I was living in big expensive places so there was a lot of demand for money in my world. There was also a lot of hustle. Not the type of fun kind of hustle, but always hustling for the next dollar.
I had created a lot of miracles by then and I also realized that my money situation was never going to change until I made a different choice. To have total peace with money. Choosing to have peace with money changed my financial situation. How much would I have to have in my bank account per year to have total peace with money?
It will be the same for you. Once you choose something the universe supports it and things will start to show up.
After I made the choice I found the book Profit First. This is an incredible book that I highly recommend. I studied it and started to institute the systems the writer recommends. I committed to using the systems no matter how uncomfortable I got.
Before that, I had not been present with money or fully engaged with it in this way. I had not chosen beyond the epic hand-to-mouth reality or gotten fully present with my money situation.
I was committing to be present from then on, no matter what it took! And two and a half years after choosing that I have money!
No matter what I have in front of me I commit to asking about that choice:
"What will my life be like in 5 years if I choose this? What will my life be like in 5 years if I don't choose this?" And I choose what is light and will create more for me.
If you fully commit to your awareness of the future, doubt cannot exist!
You have the ability to know what your choices have created and to know what your choice will create. You have that as an ability.
USE THIS TOOL: If it's a choice you already made you can ask: did this choice create more than I am acknowledging, yes or no? If yes, you can receive that. When you are willing to receive the energy of what your choice created there is no doubt there. Doubt disappears.
ANOTHER TOOL: If you have a choice or a series of choices that you want to make, you can draw 2 columns: Colom 1 will have the question: Will my life be greater in 5 years if I choose this? Columns 2 will have the question: Will my life be less in 5 years if I choose this?
Look at your list and without thinking about it, ask greater or less? Allow your instant awareness to fuel what you choose. Awareness is so much faster than thinking about it. Go with what will make your life greater.
The topic in this blog is an advanced conversation. The two big questions underneath all that is explored in this blog are: Are you willing to give up hating you? And are you willing to give up thinking? Even if these are two of your favorite things?
In conclusion, there are things you can start to do to give up doubt in your life and your world. And giving up hating yourself and giving up thinking along the way:
I have made a lot of choices in my life where I was the source of a future, that on the surface looked like it would devolve the situation. Like it would degenerate the future by telling others for example about the sexual abuse in my family. I was the source for change many times in my own life by speaking up. It took strength to make those choices and I made them anyway.
The same is true for you. You will have choices in front of you that will catalyze a lot of change. You have made choices that have catalyzed a lot of change. If you don't look at the energetics of what that choice created you could easily negate yourself with the choice you made. To make yourself wrong. And to doubt yourself. Know that you can always make a new choice in every 10 seconds.
You can ask yourself if you want to keep negating yourself in your life? Because that is what doubt does. Or do you want to start getting access to knowing? When you become willing to know, nothing can stop you! Is that what you are avoiding? What if you didn't avoid it any longer? what if you chose to KNOW? What if you chose to BE?
All the tools in this blog will give you access to choosing what you know, that goes beyond doubt. What will it take to create a totally different space of being for you? From you? To you? For you? Beyond the distraction of doubt! Start using the tools and reading the books and find out!
Choices are not linear and life is not a mathematical equation. A plus B does not equal C, A plus B equals banana!
When you follow the lightness of a choice (the yes you get after asking a question) you cannot know how it will show up, just that it will create more. None of this is cognitive!
If you are distracting yourself with doubt about what is really true after the fact, you most likely created a miracle that you are covering up with doubt!
Presence with yourself is always going to eliminate doubt.
Gary Douglas, the founder of Access Consciousness® gave us one clearing to use 30 times a day for 30 days, and it's changing lives!! I've called it The Awareness Challenge, and ll you have to do to try it out is jump in.