Listen, it's easy when you see someone on this end of things to think that they've always had it together.
But I only got here because I spent a ridiculous number of years being really and truly unhappy, and I was DESPERATE to find something that worked.
The unhappy started young.
My childhood was a bad mashup of talking my mom down from doing something insane, trying to not be seen and freaking out because some adult was literally screaming, 'Call the police!!!!'
I got married at 27. Divorced at 32. Married again at 32 and a half. And divorced again at 37.
During and amongst, I spent 8 days in jail, worked at 22 different restaurants, moved States, opened a business, closed a business, and tried to not die at my own hand.
I SO didn’t want to be unhappy, and I so didn't know how to change it. I tried every single way ‘out’ the world tells you will work: church, therapy, EMDR, bodywork, meditation, booze, sex and self-help book after self-help book.
It all worked for moments. But at 35, I was on the front lawn of the farmhouse I shared with my then-husband, weeping and plotting between heaving sobs, my death-by-drowning.
I was done.
No one ever told me that I KNEW.
No one really told me any of the things that ended up changing everything.
That I was aware.
That 99% of that awareness wasn't even mine.
That feelings and things were creations and not things I had to make real for me.
That I had just been a target for some really mean & insane people.
That I was stronger than I'd ever acknowledged.
On and on and on and on.
Until Access Consciousness®.
And after one BARS® session, I knew something different. That freaking session changed history.
In five sessions, I was able to change the constant over-analyzing that had plagued me with headaches & unbelievable inner conflict.
And when I found out about the four day class after that called Foundation, and then finally CHOSE it... well.
Here we are.
That choice changed the trajectory of my whole life:
in 8 months I became an Access Consciousness® Certified Facilitator.
My life today is unrecognizable from what it was.
I have 15 times'ed my annual income.
I travel the world to both facilitate and enjoy.
And I have a fucking phenomenal and vibrant online business that lets me play with amazing people all over the world.
I teach classes all over.
I facilitate global online programs and calls.
I create the space for people to choose and be more of them.
I coach with other business owners.
And I LIVE.
There aren't even enough words in the English language to express the level of gratitude in my world for Access. For Gary. For Dain. For all of my kick-ass facilitator friends who are out there creating more life.
And for you.
If you've ever known that something else MUST be possible - that there has to be something MORE….
You know. You. And I can’t wait to watch you fly.